Zach has got me again. I see him and my whole everything just is overtaken. I dunno. He asked me to go stock bananas today for him and so I did and then he came and helped me finish and it was nice to talk to him again, I love talking to him. And he was doing other things and doing scans for stephanie and so he'd walk by and come back and say Emily, you're the best! and leave and then he came back for good and he goes "Emily have I ever told you that you were the best?" and I said yeah and he goes "Good.. because you are!" and he's like "Im back now, I dont want you to think Im off doing nothing and make you all lonely out here." then helped me finish and we chatted and he always makes little comments about how I am, like when he was explaining how to put the bananas on there he's all like "well you have to lean over all these and you might get a little dirty but ya know its about time you did!" and he was telling me that they didnt have to be so perfect like I did them all and stuff.. But I did do a very nice job I must say :) I told him I saw him at the parade and he asked why I didnt come and say hi..but I was too far away and I told him about marching band and stuff and he asked questions. But he was telling me how Nikki was drunk the night before so she didnt feel good and she was crabby and wanted water and stuff and its cool that he talks about her but I think he was sorta iffy to say anything at first then just did anyways. Then I told him that I had been in the floral refridgerator thing back in that room and he goes "oh awesome! congratulations!" (joking) and shakes my hand..I dont know why but he just did. But he had to go home and he showed me how to water the veggies and stuff and just chatted a bit more. But why am I such a sucker for him? I just absolutely LOVe being around him and talking to him and stuff. ARG! But seriously, what is he gonna do when Nikki goes to college? Are they gonna stay together? I really dont think so. But I think he thinks Im too good.. for him? I dont know. Doesnt mean my feelings go away.

Im such a whore with all these stupid feelings for every stupid boy out there. But these ones arent fake.

But Aaron got fired so I will never see him again and thats SAD. I never got to talk to him!!!! THATS not good. well whatever. bye now.